iM excited

HOLA babes!If u read my previous blog,u will know that my family n my second uncle's family dont have a good relationship.We had a big quarrel at the time before my granpa passed away.This family is all bitches and assholes.Well~ include the fking papa mama of the family.im shame that we have the same surname.okie..today when i woke up from nap,my mom was so excited.excited like she kena toto.she told me that my so called cousin sister is getting married.and i was like oh my gawd..because she is only 18/19 years old.My mom and i laughed like crazy.im sure she is pregnant.Otherwise,a normal 18/19 years old youngster will not get married so earli..so,This bitch is getting married..im so "happy" for her mom.i hate all of their family.the mom,the sis,and the bro.especially the fking bitch.(her elder sister) yucks..so,as ur cousin sister.im here to "congrats" u....... wish u have a "goooood" husband,a "loyal" husband,"happy"marriage,


P/S : Sakai YT said she cant leave comment in my blog. i already fixed the setting.i think should be ok now.


ADIOS!!

ben dan

ben dan !!! i am saying that to myself and to my queen as well... hehe... i know that i say that i hate blogging... but i am willing to change it for my queen... i will blog on forever to make my queen happy.... and the reason i call her ben dan is bcuz... (u r the king just because im the queen and i let u to be my queen) u write wrong things liao... u should say "u r king just because im the queen and i let u to be my KING" haha... okie.... blog again soon ~

ban leng leng for my blog

Thankiu for honey celest's help!but ends up i just create the signature.i totally give up for the font.so complicated and pekcek when i did that.so,u can see that i just changed the skin ,header and......add on 1 signature in my blog..0.0 frustated.will be continue when im free!pekcek yet fun!will make my blog more interesting and colorful!*wink* adios!!!

My Blog Address

Im sooooooooooooooo regret that i put mykingjoe as the address of my blog.why?i just find out that's abit geli.eww..it is much more weird now because only left me to blog here.but i worried that if i changed it my besties will screw me up.well.i had a big quarrel with joe for the passed few days.The biggest argue between us!i totally want to cekik mati this yao siu kia that time.i was going insane for that.hello joe!!fan xing yi xia if u r reading now!wat's the big deal to shut up and apologise?i remembered my teachers taught me that we should learn how to forgive and forget!im so sorry.i forgive ,dont mean that i forget wat u did!u r the king just because im the queen and i let u to be my queen.so~ still u need to treat me like a queen.do u get it? *evil grin*i have nothing to update d..so ~adios~

its not like wat u think

Everyone told me that,hey I'm so envy u..ur bf was willing to blog wit u!hey ur bf is nice enuf to post such sweet things in ur blog......well peoples,its not like wat u think.I tot he was happy to blog wit me too.now oni I knw....write oni ma..who don't know?he said he hate this!I'm the one who forced him to blog wit me.my heart broke to pieces.I seriously hate it.everything is so damn different since he wnt back to kuantan..less concern less care.I finally exploded after 2 weeks!I'm enough wit tht!yet until now he still can't reali get it even I removed him from evthing..he don't even care ,even I cried for 4 hours..n still saying something sarcastic.I have nothing to say.I just can say tht I'm totally disappointed .don't tell me u r more hurt than me just bcx I removed u frm evthing..because u have no idea hw hurt m I.frm now onwards u no nid read my blog ..no nid to write on this blog..since u hate it so much

hehe

hmm... to those who had read the post earlier from her, about 520... there has been some misunderstanding between us... and she was feeling sad about it... but ntg big though... we manage to fix things ourself and we are doing very fine now.. hehe... was feeling happy as she is feeling happy... opps... forget to tell every1 that todays was our 226 days together... YEAH ~~~ gratz to us both... keke... BI I LOVE U ~~ haha.... besides that, wanted to say about her in this blog... wanted to tell her not to stress herself out... and must take care of ur health ah... keep take care ahning and help parents with home chores also need to take care of urself.... get sick ady still dun wan rest... o yeah.... our queen has been telling me that she is short of money to use... and she does not know wat to do... hmm... suggested that she ask some from her parents.. but she refuse to... well... i also dont know wat to say... haiz... i am too far to giv her my money to spend... >< feeling bad here... well... i'm sure that we will manage somehow... so... again HAPPY 226 DAYS BI !!!! LOVE U

520

这一篇我想用华语
我的眼泪在眼眶里滚阿滚阿
可以不要掉下来不？
我连最后能依靠的都给戒了
现在该用什么来代替？
认识我的人都应该知道
我看起来很坚强
其实极度需要安全感
自从当年被那该死的初恋劈腿后
就很像很难相信别人
也许是我疑心病重，
我们之前距离那么远
我实在受不了
虽然一开始我就该知道
说穿了
也许这段感情没什么信任
总觉得很多事情都不一样了
是我变了？你变了？还是。。？

Ello

ello... its me again... haha... its been a few days since i last blogged... its been a long time since i saw my bi.... realli missed her alot... wanted to hug her so much... but she is at her hometown holiday-ing for 3 weeks.. so its only possible if i could go to her hometown and see her... well... there is another way which we could meet up.. which is at my cousin house at kl... but she does not like to see my aunty and uncle.. so she does not wan to go there... so, i am still thinking of a way where we could meet and we could stay for a few days... hmm.... the past few days, we have been argue-ing for a few times... she said that our distance have brought up the arguement.. i agreed as well... but i am realli tried to hold up by not argue-ing with her.. and after the argue we would make up and its alrite... oo yeah... this past few nites, i have been going out till quite late during the nite.. and i did not pei her as much as the past... was feeling quite bad and was always apologizing to her... well... realli hope to see and hug her alot, hmm... i think this is where i stop blogged bah... blog again another day... stay happy and dont argue with ur baobei !!!!

JayBeeee

Im in holiday!i just went back my JB house during the weekend.My papa's car got bang by a stupid motorcyclist.The stupid wira kemek d.all about this,joe hasnt know yet,because we dont have time to talk to each other.im so mad on him.ya,still mad on him!nothing much happened when i was in jb. i woke up around 7am every morning.i went breakfast with my family and go market with them.omfg im so healthy!My parents told me that my second elder brother is going to engage at the end of year.Get married is the stupiest decision.i seriously think that he will regret.why? because is his girlfriend's family called them to get married.=.= and my six sense tell me ,this future sister in law will be the second SERENE YEO.p/s : Serene Yeo is my bitchy sister in law.okie,im going to have 3 weeks holidays..3 weeks.....wat m i going to do?have no idea.. .. .. ..

SRY

well... i wan to apologize 1st for my doing... cuz.. this few days.. my handphone line was always down.. and i am always out with my frens for yc and badminton.. so i could not chat and talk with her... and... we realli did not chat or talk much this few days... so i missed her alot.. >< wanted to hug her so much... wanted to say i miss her, face to face... but she is at her hometown now... and during the nite... i always sleep earlier then her... mayb cuz i am tired.. and she is quite fresh due to her honh ong drama... haha... and last nite... we had a little misuderstanding... >< wanted to say sry to her... SRY BI... well.. going out for movie now... blog again another day...

funny bee

HOLA people!okie.. i have to say,my boyfriend is cute!haha.i slept at 12am just now.very different with previous,right?haha,when i went to bed,joe still yumcha with his hometown buddies..around 3am i woke up and i bbm his and asked him where is he.after he replied my bbm,i continue my beauty sleep again without reply him..Just now i woke up,i saw his missedcall,bbm,and even twitter.He was so worried bout me and he worried that he make me angry.omg!i never realised that my boyfriend will so ganjeong me!haha..btw,im going home later. *grins* and..i will meet my sis tonight!!i didnt meet up my sis since new year.and i miss her!! okie. will blog another day. love.

Haha

hiie... its me again... hmm... as u all know... she is always sleeping in the morning and wake-ing up at nite, this is a bad for health.. and i tried to ask her to slp at nite so that she would wake up in the morning... but it seems hard for her cuz she is so fresh during the nite... haha... well... last nite... she told me that she was looking through our msn chat history... and she told me those funny moments we share before being together.... it realli made me laugh... cuz its realli a memorable moment.. and i will remember them always... keke... although, it seems rude to be thanking her ex.. but... i realli wanted to thank him for giving me the chance to take care of her.. and tell her i love her... opps... forget something... she promise me something that she will do for the rest of her life... in return.. i will buy her a furry bunny... keke.. truely blieve in her on that promise... hope she wont bluff me ><
signning out here... blog another time... bye bye ^^

a very thank you to YOU

Today i slept until 8pm.YES is 8PM!! As i mentioned at my previous post.i slept in the morning almost everyday.okie..i just read back my previous msn history. actually this is not the first time i read my msn history.Hmm,i want to thank someone even i know that he might not read my blog.still,i want to thank him.thank you for hurting me.If not, i would not have a bf that sayang me so much now. *wink* and i do appreciate wat i have now.and,im blogging just to express my feeling and do abit update about my recent life.well,im not a famouse blogger,i dont write bombastic english..so, i dont even care whether u are reading my blog or not..i dont even care whether people know about this blog or not..

will update soon. love

NEW SKIN!

HOLA peeps...i changed my blog's skin!pinky pinky.=)Recently i had turn to be a vampire.i sleep in the morning and wake up in the evening!i dont know.i just dont feel sleepy in night time.i tried to wake up early but still i dont feel sleepy at night.Something's wrong with me?*tsk*well..i just chat with my honey ex roomie just now.had a lil caught up with her*wink*..but i think she is not doing really well with her boy.r u?okie. i had a deal with the kingJ.he promised me that he will buy me a very cute fury bunny for me as reward IF i promise to cut off that BAD HABIT!! =P is it real is it real??btw,i just found out that..i m a pity fella that dont have friend. TT. or maybe i dont need friend? but everyone need friend right?hmph..Friends..where are u? TT"

-= my blogging style is so-random..so chapbalang..omg.watever.as long as people who read my blog can understand it. =)

I love u ~

Its been ages since i posted on this blog... haha... i was being a total jerk for the past few weeks.. and i am feeling very sorry... so i promised myself.. i would not scold her and would not fa her pi qi anymore.... juz wan to tell her i love her alot... and will continue loving her always... Hmph... lately alot have happen, and it's mostly my problem... i did not care for her feelings and i did not notice that she is suffering so much cuz of my family and my problems... One nite when we are going to slp at my cousin's house... she cried in front of me... and told me that she is very suffering, all i could do is hug her and ask her not to cry... i hug her tightly and i hugged her till she fall asleep under my arms... luckily, on the other nite.. we maage to settle the problem while we are yc-ing at old town cafe... Hehe... now we're both still happy-ing together... will blog again sometime soon... cuz i know she will ask me to blog again.... haha... toodle's ~~