8-2-10

The king is gaming now. yeaa~gaming AGAIN. have no time to spend on our talk . Well yesterday night i was totally fed up~ He called me to install skype so that we can talk while he's gaming and its FREE. The time is ad about 2am . and he were gaming tht time. Okie.. I downloaded the progamme and installed it at my lappie..also also created a skype id. The process of creating skype id is totally f me up . keep loading and loading and keep fail to login. In the end i asked for kevin's help.. Seriously i was very very mad ysterday night . Because after i set up all the things...the king asked me to go to bed because its ad 4am.. wat the fish!!! mad +mad ~ hot + hot! Okie la ..ends up~ i went to bed . This morning ....... the king tried to call me thru the stupid skype.. Okie~~ his one got problem and i cant even hear him . 0.0 means....... i wasted my night to set up this stupid things.. and its not working! And my plan for king's bday~ keep on changing changing and changing.. and i donno apa macam now. Well... in this moment..... he 's busying playing his maplestory.. and i can just look at the ceilling...and ask for the god....apa macam skrng?

Keke... promise her on this 2nd pose...

Hey.... its me again... 2nd time writing a blog... haha... was feeling kinda funny cuz duno wan to write wat at 1st... but since i am here... i will juz write abit about wat happen this past few days... its been realli tiring for us this past few days... thats bcuz we keep travel here and there... when we're in kl... staying at a fren's place( mei yi... saying u ah ~~ happy la u... ur name pop out again on my post.. haha) well... when we're staying on our fren's place... something realli bad happen... and it realli upset my queen.... i was feeling very sad for her... i tried my best to accomany her and to comfort her... tried my best to be there for her that whole time... i remember during the nite... she was in a realli bad and sad mood... she went into the room and lay on the bed... and she was listening to her hp's song... i walk towards her... and ask her wats wrong... she did not say anything at 1st... but i knew that she was very sad... and i tried to ask her afew more times.. and something i feared the most happen... she cried in front of me... i felt so useless at that moment... and i stayed by her side for about 10 minutes... she kept crying... and i kept asking wat's wrong... and she told me alot has happen... and she was very stress out... i did all i could to cool her down and i comfort her at my very best... and lucky she stopped crying after awhile... and she was feeling alot better after i talked with her... i was glad that she was ok after crying it all out... and then we went out and she acted as if ntg happen... i did not tell any1 except mei yi... cuz she is worried about her as much as i am... after that.. we played cards and went to bed soon... and... it seems like she is doing ok this few days... so i am still worrying about her... keep on calling her to be careful... haha... sounds abit like a freak >< haha.. and... today, she seems ok... hanging out with her frens... went out to the temple to pray... and now she is watching "tooth fairy" with her mlc frens... hope she will take care of herself more cuz i am not by her side... and will take even more good care of her when i am by her side..
mucks love u bi !!

Help

Something really bad happened.I have no idea why this kind of thing happened again~ same thing same woman. I trust him so damn much and never think of he is this kind of ppl. His personality is totally disappointing me. I think all of u know that my sis is the most important person for me. Yet i cant protect her and be by her side when she's facing this stupid problem. I know she's helpless. But she is tough this time. At least she didnt cry when she on the phone w me. Well.. the time when he propose to her..the time when they get married.. I really think that he will be a good hubby and bring my sis happiness.. The time when my sis went for abortion ..when my sis pregnant.. I do think that he will be a good daddy. That's why i m so close w him..Because my sis love him..I try to get close w him..and we are just like good friend. Yet he treat us in this way now. They were just having their happy trip to cameron highlands before xmas. All happen in a sudden. He's just like a man w his fking mask. I hate those betrayer. I curse them and betrayer MUST die.Ppl who having affair still dare to be disrespectful to my parents. I wonder how come Love can switch to this kind of thing so easily. How come some kind of ppl can just forget the wonderful moment they had b4. My sis and i truely believe that marriage is a lie. There will never have endless happiness and relationship.Why do man want to propose to the woman that he love ~ and betray her after few years later? Dating > in a relationship > engaged > marriage > divorce . Seems like every guy in my family love to be a betrayer. If like this...i really dont hope u to join my family .I dont hope u to be the Next one. I curse u s.o.b. ~ Go die pls.....U hurt her , We let u die.