无题

这个世界真的没有所谓的公不公平的事
是我执著要在这跷跷板上找一个平衡点
我并不是妒嫉羡慕我只是不明白
平衡点怎么那么难找
我气得快中风了
你们说我眼红小气妒忌羡慕
有没有站在我的立场想过
你们是否太自私了呢？
友人说：不要理他们
我说：我做不到我真的非常非常生气
比平时的生气再生气个一百倍
我已经冲破了沸点
你能了解是多么生气吗？
刀不割到自己的手你不知痛
你不是我你怎能了解我的心情
一味的坚持自己是对的
好我就是全世界最坏的人
满意了没
友人说不要生气不要理他们
我问心做不到
很想放肆的哭
为什么我要那么委屈
我问了自己一百次为什么
始终没有个答案
好想有个肩膀和拥抱让我放肆的哭
好让我知道我真的没有错我不是一个人
这种感觉好想一次过抽了一百支烟一样难受
为什么

notice!

im thinking of moving my blog to wordpress...privacy needed...i saw ppl viewing my blog from some place that there is no my friends from live traffic.im not really like it..so i dun care whether ppl reading my blog and make myself like a prooooooofesional blogger. all i want is privacy!! thankiu babes.. will update my wordpress at my fb..have a nice day =) adios

home sweet home

hola babes..i was going back to my hometown on last week right after my class!im actually planned to go back by bus with my beloved roomie.BUT,some sad incident happened.so she went back on last monday. Her auntie passed away..*deepest condolences to her and sorry for her loss* so i stayed at my room alone..sigh..its lonely.finally i knw how it feels..because i always left my roomie alone in the room.TT.well,so i called home and my papa said he will come to fetch me^^ he is nice.dont u think so?i think he should get the best papa award!i think my family is happy to c me too. we went for supper during the night and my mama made some pancake for me during the teatime session. aww..i love my mom..eventhough she loves to nag me all the time.. last but not least..the most noty baby on earth..ningning!! she is getting more n more noty!! she slapped my dad n i...a 2 years and 3 months old baby slapped her grandpa and her auntie!! so noty.but ended up, she apologised to us. she pulled her ears and said sorry mei mei ahyi!how can i mad on a cute baby like her? haha.today is the second day i go back to malacca.but i miss them already.is this homesick? *grin* well..probably will go back on the coming weekend too! ops.that is another MUST DO thing that i did when i went bak to my hometown..i went to secret chicken place with my besties! all of us have the same interest! we just simply love secret chicken place..i wont tell u where is it since it is SECRET CHICKEN PLACE! we have some yumcha and chatting session. we quite enjoyed it. haha will update about the past weekend in kuantan. stay tuned will be another long post. adios babessss

Weekend in bahau

hola peoples.. im going to spend my weekend in bahau.my dad went to fetch me back yesterday..he is so good ,right?and finally i can hug n kiss my lovely niece cels.she is still adorable as usuall. hmm..i feel so comfortable at house..haha. well, this is a short update. stay tune. adios!

Kuantan *love*

HOLA my loves,this will be a long post!be patient k?I went to kuantan on the weekend.Kuantan is my joe's hometown and also my 1/2 hometown (this is wat joe used to say) *wink* i never went thr alone before.i was actually plan to take the most early bus.But the ticket was out of sold,so i gotta take the 1030 bus.the stupid bus is very very uncomfortable.imagine that u have to sit in a very small and uncomfortable seat for 5 1/2 hours..its very torturing.i reached kuantan at 4 or 5 something.i was reali exhausted.i watched the funny show with him but i falled asleep on the floor in his living room. i guess his family had saw my ugly sleeping pattern. *i have veryvery ugly sleeping pattern.for more info,pls ask my beloved roomie*but its a very very short 45 mins nap oni. after that we went to dinner wit his yi ma gu jie at swan restaurant that around the blablabla hotel.i dont really remember wats hotel isit.joe was able to bring me for a short walk at the megamall before the dinner.p/s : the megamall is reali very mega...its something like mahkota parade but its abit bigger than mp. the dishes that night was so so~ i love the salted chicken the most.=)soup of the dinner is shark fin soup.. i was like omg ==~ i tot will oni have shark fin soup on wedding dinner or blablabla dinner.but its not bad!after dinner auntie ivy dropped us at tc! wats tht d? teluk cempedak? its a beach ,or i should call it seaside. watever la. its like a mini size danga bay!the beach is much more clean than our west cost 1. the sand is soft and clean, dont even have lapsap like our west cost port dickson!we went to tc2 too! we walked along the seaside.of cz there is a small bridge. but its very dark.it makes me feel like jungle treking!! tc 2 is quite romantic actualli.cz there is many many stars in the sky tht night.*we had a short paktor with his cousins at tc2~* after joe's mama sent his cousin home, she dropped us at just relax cafe! this is where joe used to pou wit his friends.that night is a very first time i meet w his hometown friends.well.. his friends is FUNNY and FRIENDLY!i love his friends.after a short yumcha session,fai suggested to go to pek zou since its weiting bday!! *i always suspect that weiting is a girl!! dont u think that his name sounds very girlish??* haha.OK that night was a very first time that i went to the uncle style karaoke!its reali very uncle style 1!the one shot king mr fai keeep one shot.ends up drunk and vomit at another friend's car. i cant stop laughing everytime i saw this one shot king.he is very funny!The second day which is SUNDAY!me n joe supposed to go to breakfast with grandma.but we woke up at noon.fai was already wait us in the living room.so i do a very quick wash up and go out with them d.The boys brought me to a ~ food stall.they said the wat dan hor there is the wat dan hor that BEST in kuantan.guess wat? i shouldnt believe wat kuantan ppl say! the watdanhor is just so~ so~ ..bahau watdanhor is much more nicer than tht!after that we went to east cost mall to buy ticket for karate kids! east cost mall is just like new jusco in malacca! we had nothing to do after we bought the ticket.so we went to red flora cafe to yumcha and rest and wait for the bday boy bang gang~i gotta say that karate kids is reali a very nice movie..but the ending is reali so- so~ after movie we went to red cafe for dinner! the lamb chop there is damn nice. even i dont eat lamb i also think that is very nice ~ The third day which is MONDAY!we didnt went anywer~just stay at home and went to sherwood's with auntie ivy family..If i went there wit empty stomach, i definitely will try the paste n chop there.bcz it looks tasty!but me n joe already taken our dinner at home. after that , we went to coffee street to yc! coffee street is wer those boys used to go at night!they suggested to go lam ming shan on the next morning.so that i can go ~(i nvr been thr b4 and i always call joe to bring me thr) we will go at 4am ,reach thr at 5am, come down at 6am,and take breakfast at thr after tht and go back kuantan at 8 or 9am.because some of them have to work at 9 or 10am.. its crazy right? but in the end ,we didnt make it!because some of the boys cant wake up. so this plan cancelled..actually i didnt care much cz im very tired too.haha..who wants to wake up on 4 and go to climb hill?? im not that healthy n hardworking!haha..i actually heard that when joe is calling his friend.i was like~ phewww luckily~ i want to sleep so badly!so i continue my beauty sleep and woke up at 12 something~ joe bring me for the famouse kuantan chucheongfun before i leave. wat i can say is bahau chucheongfun is the best in malaysia! no1 can fight!i leave kuantan at 230pm and reached malacca at 9pm..7hours omg!! exhausted yet fun! its not boring to hang out wit the boys..they are funny!~ i cant stop laughing everytime i went out wit them^^ mr joe i will c how u treat me la..then i only decide whether the kuantan 2nd trip is on or not?haha~~ adios

iM excited

HOLA babes!If u read my previous blog,u will know that my family n my second uncle's family dont have a good relationship.We had a big quarrel at the time before my granpa passed away.This family is all bitches and assholes.Well~ include the fking papa mama of the family.im shame that we have the same surname.okie..today when i woke up from nap,my mom was so excited.excited like she kena toto.she told me that my so called cousin sister is getting married.and i was like oh my gawd..because she is only 18/19 years old.My mom and i laughed like crazy.im sure she is pregnant.Otherwise,a normal 18/19 years old youngster will not get married so earli..so,This bitch is getting married..im so "happy" for her mom.i hate all of their family.the mom,the sis,and the bro.especially the fking bitch.(her elder sister) yucks..so,as ur cousin sister.im here to "congrats" u....... wish u have a "goooood" husband,a "loyal" husband,"happy"marriage,


P/S : Sakai YT said she cant leave comment in my blog. i already fixed the setting.i think should be ok now.


ADIOS!!

ben dan

ben dan !!! i am saying that to myself and to my queen as well... hehe... i know that i say that i hate blogging... but i am willing to change it for my queen... i will blog on forever to make my queen happy.... and the reason i call her ben dan is bcuz... (u r the king just because im the queen and i let u to be my queen) u write wrong things liao... u should say "u r king just because im the queen and i let u to be my KING" haha... okie.... blog again soon ~

ban leng leng for my blog

Thankiu for honey celest's help!but ends up i just create the signature.i totally give up for the font.so complicated and pekcek when i did that.so,u can see that i just changed the skin ,header and......add on 1 signature in my blog..0.0 frustated.will be continue when im free!pekcek yet fun!will make my blog more interesting and colorful!*wink* adios!!!

My Blog Address

Im sooooooooooooooo regret that i put mykingjoe as the address of my blog.why?i just find out that's abit geli.eww..it is much more weird now because only left me to blog here.but i worried that if i changed it my besties will screw me up.well.i had a big quarrel with joe for the passed few days.The biggest argue between us!i totally want to cekik mati this yao siu kia that time.i was going insane for that.hello joe!!fan xing yi xia if u r reading now!wat's the big deal to shut up and apologise?i remembered my teachers taught me that we should learn how to forgive and forget!im so sorry.i forgive ,dont mean that i forget wat u did!u r the king just because im the queen and i let u to be my queen.so~ still u need to treat me like a queen.do u get it? *evil grin*i have nothing to update d..so ~adios~

its not like wat u think

Everyone told me that,hey I'm so envy u..ur bf was willing to blog wit u!hey ur bf is nice enuf to post such sweet things in ur blog......well peoples,its not like wat u think.I tot he was happy to blog wit me too.now oni I knw....write oni ma..who don't know?he said he hate this!I'm the one who forced him to blog wit me.my heart broke to pieces.I seriously hate it.everything is so damn different since he wnt back to kuantan..less concern less care.I finally exploded after 2 weeks!I'm enough wit tht!yet until now he still can't reali get it even I removed him from evthing..he don't even care ,even I cried for 4 hours..n still saying something sarcastic.I have nothing to say.I just can say tht I'm totally disappointed .don't tell me u r more hurt than me just bcx I removed u frm evthing..because u have no idea hw hurt m I.frm now onwards u no nid read my blog ..no nid to write on this blog..since u hate it so much

hehe

hmm... to those who had read the post earlier from her, about 520... there has been some misunderstanding between us... and she was feeling sad about it... but ntg big though... we manage to fix things ourself and we are doing very fine now.. hehe... was feeling happy as she is feeling happy... opps... forget to tell every1 that todays was our 226 days together... YEAH ~~~ gratz to us both... keke... BI I LOVE U ~~ haha.... besides that, wanted to say about her in this blog... wanted to tell her not to stress herself out... and must take care of ur health ah... keep take care ahning and help parents with home chores also need to take care of urself.... get sick ady still dun wan rest... o yeah.... our queen has been telling me that she is short of money to use... and she does not know wat to do... hmm... suggested that she ask some from her parents.. but she refuse to... well... i also dont know wat to say... haiz... i am too far to giv her my money to spend... >< feeling bad here... well... i'm sure that we will manage somehow... so... again HAPPY 226 DAYS BI !!!! LOVE U

520

这一篇我想用华语
我的眼泪在眼眶里滚阿滚阿
可以不要掉下来不？
我连最后能依靠的都给戒了
现在该用什么来代替？
认识我的人都应该知道
我看起来很坚强
其实极度需要安全感
自从当年被那该死的初恋劈腿后
就很像很难相信别人
也许是我疑心病重，
我们之前距离那么远
我实在受不了
虽然一开始我就该知道
说穿了
也许这段感情没什么信任
总觉得很多事情都不一样了
是我变了？你变了？还是。。？

Ello

ello... its me again... haha... its been a few days since i last blogged... its been a long time since i saw my bi.... realli missed her alot... wanted to hug her so much... but she is at her hometown holiday-ing for 3 weeks.. so its only possible if i could go to her hometown and see her... well... there is another way which we could meet up.. which is at my cousin house at kl... but she does not like to see my aunty and uncle.. so she does not wan to go there... so, i am still thinking of a way where we could meet and we could stay for a few days... hmm.... the past few days, we have been argue-ing for a few times... she said that our distance have brought up the arguement.. i agreed as well... but i am realli tried to hold up by not argue-ing with her.. and after the argue we would make up and its alrite... oo yeah... this past few nites, i have been going out till quite late during the nite.. and i did not pei her as much as the past... was feeling quite bad and was always apologizing to her... well... realli hope to see and hug her alot, hmm... i think this is where i stop blogged bah... blog again another day... stay happy and dont argue with ur baobei !!!!

JayBeeee

Im in holiday!i just went back my JB house during the weekend.My papa's car got bang by a stupid motorcyclist.The stupid wira kemek d.all about this,joe hasnt know yet,because we dont have time to talk to each other.im so mad on him.ya,still mad on him!nothing much happened when i was in jb. i woke up around 7am every morning.i went breakfast with my family and go market with them.omfg im so healthy!My parents told me that my second elder brother is going to engage at the end of year.Get married is the stupiest decision.i seriously think that he will regret.why? because is his girlfriend's family called them to get married.=.= and my six sense tell me ,this future sister in law will be the second SERENE YEO.p/s : Serene Yeo is my bitchy sister in law.okie,im going to have 3 weeks holidays..3 weeks.....wat m i going to do?have no idea.. .. .. ..

SRY

well... i wan to apologize 1st for my doing... cuz.. this few days.. my handphone line was always down.. and i am always out with my frens for yc and badminton.. so i could not chat and talk with her... and... we realli did not chat or talk much this few days... so i missed her alot.. >< wanted to hug her so much... wanted to say i miss her, face to face... but she is at her hometown now... and during the nite... i always sleep earlier then her... mayb cuz i am tired.. and she is quite fresh due to her honh ong drama... haha... and last nite... we had a little misuderstanding... >< wanted to say sry to her... SRY BI... well.. going out for movie now... blog again another day...

funny bee

HOLA people!okie.. i have to say,my boyfriend is cute!haha.i slept at 12am just now.very different with previous,right?haha,when i went to bed,joe still yumcha with his hometown buddies..around 3am i woke up and i bbm his and asked him where is he.after he replied my bbm,i continue my beauty sleep again without reply him..Just now i woke up,i saw his missedcall,bbm,and even twitter.He was so worried bout me and he worried that he make me angry.omg!i never realised that my boyfriend will so ganjeong me!haha..btw,im going home later. *grins* and..i will meet my sis tonight!!i didnt meet up my sis since new year.and i miss her!! okie. will blog another day. love.

Haha

hiie... its me again... hmm... as u all know... she is always sleeping in the morning and wake-ing up at nite, this is a bad for health.. and i tried to ask her to slp at nite so that she would wake up in the morning... but it seems hard for her cuz she is so fresh during the nite... haha... well... last nite... she told me that she was looking through our msn chat history... and she told me those funny moments we share before being together.... it realli made me laugh... cuz its realli a memorable moment.. and i will remember them always... keke... although, it seems rude to be thanking her ex.. but... i realli wanted to thank him for giving me the chance to take care of her.. and tell her i love her... opps... forget something... she promise me something that she will do for the rest of her life... in return.. i will buy her a furry bunny... keke.. truely blieve in her on that promise... hope she wont bluff me ><
signning out here... blog another time... bye bye ^^

a very thank you to YOU

Today i slept until 8pm.YES is 8PM!! As i mentioned at my previous post.i slept in the morning almost everyday.okie..i just read back my previous msn history. actually this is not the first time i read my msn history.Hmm,i want to thank someone even i know that he might not read my blog.still,i want to thank him.thank you for hurting me.If not, i would not have a bf that sayang me so much now. *wink* and i do appreciate wat i have now.and,im blogging just to express my feeling and do abit update about my recent life.well,im not a famouse blogger,i dont write bombastic english..so, i dont even care whether u are reading my blog or not..i dont even care whether people know about this blog or not..

will update soon. love

NEW SKIN!

HOLA peeps...i changed my blog's skin!pinky pinky.=)Recently i had turn to be a vampire.i sleep in the morning and wake up in the evening!i dont know.i just dont feel sleepy in night time.i tried to wake up early but still i dont feel sleepy at night.Something's wrong with me?*tsk*well..i just chat with my honey ex roomie just now.had a lil caught up with her*wink*..but i think she is not doing really well with her boy.r u?okie. i had a deal with the kingJ.he promised me that he will buy me a very cute fury bunny for me as reward IF i promise to cut off that BAD HABIT!! =P is it real is it real??btw,i just found out that..i m a pity fella that dont have friend. TT. or maybe i dont need friend? but everyone need friend right?hmph..Friends..where are u? TT"

-= my blogging style is so-random..so chapbalang..omg.watever.as long as people who read my blog can understand it. =)

I love u ~

Its been ages since i posted on this blog... haha... i was being a total jerk for the past few weeks.. and i am feeling very sorry... so i promised myself.. i would not scold her and would not fa her pi qi anymore.... juz wan to tell her i love her alot... and will continue loving her always... Hmph... lately alot have happen, and it's mostly my problem... i did not care for her feelings and i did not notice that she is suffering so much cuz of my family and my problems... One nite when we are going to slp at my cousin's house... she cried in front of me... and told me that she is very suffering, all i could do is hug her and ask her not to cry... i hug her tightly and i hugged her till she fall asleep under my arms... luckily, on the other nite.. we maage to settle the problem while we are yc-ing at old town cafe... Hehe... now we're both still happy-ing together... will blog again sometime soon... cuz i know she will ask me to blog again.... haha... toodle's ~~

i want to be who i m

Ages didn't update my blog....as wat YT said...I usually blogging when I'm unhappy!I'm here to surrender and admit that I'm not good in get along with ppls...not good in socialize...so I used to be very quiet in front of strangers..or the elders..I used to show them my super fake smile to not let them find out that I'm awkward!it's not me!I will not trying to make u ppls to like me..in fact,I don't even care! I don't even give a damn!!!because u guys choose to critise me and u guys don't know me well...I'm myself...like me or hate me..I'm still myself! Go n love those barbie dolls that will smile 24 hours to u ba!! Please don't judge the book from its cover...maybe the pretty barbie doll is a chuckey!!

so called JEALOUSY!

Well..im still alive... ... ... ... i just had a look at my bf 's ex gf 's FB.... ewww..she is sooooo prettty..................pretty............pretty UGLY! not cute at all. i am wondering that ...how come my mr.tang will fall into his girl... and cheated by her as well. mayb i shouldnt judge her since im not a very good 1 .but i dont care! i just dont like her..Everytime when i read her facebook..i saw her photo wit her current bf....i will felt...ew.....-.- pretty meh ? cute meh ? why i said so? this is because.. my mr.tang said .. she is cute n fair....when i asked him y did he fell into her. She is mr.tang 's favorite girl ...last time! Eventhough its last time..but still i jealous about that. ...Still,i always peek her facebook....i just loveeee to do that.. i dont know why .

15/3/2010

Its been ages i didnt updated my blog. Now onwards , only me will be continue writing in this blog.Cz the king said.. he don feel like want to update this blog. *deeeeeeeep deeeeeeeep sigh* Okie ,doesnt matter. ..<-- this is wat i told u. *but actually i care so much* Well.. everything is okie. King n i just went to genting w frens last week. Had fun and enjoyed the time w my new friends. They are nice ^^ A lil unhappy happened this few days. seems like everything is Okie now. but .. there 's something not right w my feeling. i hate this feeling so much. I want to back to the time, the time u hug me tight when i cried, the time that u make me laugh when i felt bored ,the time u put my hand into ur pocket when im cold , the time u console me when im upset,the time u called me dont be scare ,u are just beside me when im sad.. I wish to go back to the time...can we? can we fell in love again? (*.*)

8-2-10

The king is gaming now. yeaa~gaming AGAIN. have no time to spend on our talk . Well yesterday night i was totally fed up~ He called me to install skype so that we can talk while he's gaming and its FREE. The time is ad about 2am . and he were gaming tht time. Okie.. I downloaded the progamme and installed it at my lappie..also also created a skype id. The process of creating skype id is totally f me up . keep loading and loading and keep fail to login. In the end i asked for kevin's help.. Seriously i was very very mad ysterday night . Because after i set up all the things...the king asked me to go to bed because its ad 4am.. wat the fish!!! mad +mad ~ hot + hot! Okie la ..ends up~ i went to bed . This morning ....... the king tried to call me thru the stupid skype.. Okie~~ his one got problem and i cant even hear him . 0.0 means....... i wasted my night to set up this stupid things.. and its not working! And my plan for king's bday~ keep on changing changing and changing.. and i donno apa macam now. Well... in this moment..... he 's busying playing his maplestory.. and i can just look at the ceilling...and ask for the god....apa macam skrng?

Keke... promise her on this 2nd pose...

Hey.... its me again... 2nd time writing a blog... haha... was feeling kinda funny cuz duno wan to write wat at 1st... but since i am here... i will juz write abit about wat happen this past few days... its been realli tiring for us this past few days... thats bcuz we keep travel here and there... when we're in kl... staying at a fren's place( mei yi... saying u ah ~~ happy la u... ur name pop out again on my post.. haha) well... when we're staying on our fren's place... something realli bad happen... and it realli upset my queen.... i was feeling very sad for her... i tried my best to accomany her and to comfort her... tried my best to be there for her that whole time... i remember during the nite... she was in a realli bad and sad mood... she went into the room and lay on the bed... and she was listening to her hp's song... i walk towards her... and ask her wats wrong... she did not say anything at 1st... but i knew that she was very sad... and i tried to ask her afew more times.. and something i feared the most happen... she cried in front of me... i felt so useless at that moment... and i stayed by her side for about 10 minutes... she kept crying... and i kept asking wat's wrong... and she told me alot has happen... and she was very stress out... i did all i could to cool her down and i comfort her at my very best... and lucky she stopped crying after awhile... and she was feeling alot better after i talked with her... i was glad that she was ok after crying it all out... and then we went out and she acted as if ntg happen... i did not tell any1 except mei yi... cuz she is worried about her as much as i am... after that.. we played cards and went to bed soon... and... it seems like she is doing ok this few days... so i am still worrying about her... keep on calling her to be careful... haha... sounds abit like a freak >< haha.. and... today, she seems ok... hanging out with her frens... went out to the temple to pray... and now she is watching "tooth fairy" with her mlc frens... hope she will take care of herself more cuz i am not by her side... and will take even more good care of her when i am by her side..
mucks love u bi !!

Help

Something really bad happened.I have no idea why this kind of thing happened again~ same thing same woman. I trust him so damn much and never think of he is this kind of ppl. His personality is totally disappointing me. I think all of u know that my sis is the most important person for me. Yet i cant protect her and be by her side when she's facing this stupid problem. I know she's helpless. But she is tough this time. At least she didnt cry when she on the phone w me. Well.. the time when he propose to her..the time when they get married.. I really think that he will be a good hubby and bring my sis happiness.. The time when my sis went for abortion ..when my sis pregnant.. I do think that he will be a good daddy. That's why i m so close w him..Because my sis love him..I try to get close w him..and we are just like good friend. Yet he treat us in this way now. They were just having their happy trip to cameron highlands before xmas. All happen in a sudden. He's just like a man w his fking mask. I hate those betrayer. I curse them and betrayer MUST die.Ppl who having affair still dare to be disrespectful to my parents. I wonder how come Love can switch to this kind of thing so easily. How come some kind of ppl can just forget the wonderful moment they had b4. My sis and i truely believe that marriage is a lie. There will never have endless happiness and relationship.Why do man want to propose to the woman that he love ~ and betray her after few years later? Dating > in a relationship > engaged > marriage > divorce . Seems like every guy in my family love to be a betrayer. If like this...i really dont hope u to join my family .I dont hope u to be the Next one. I curse u s.o.b. ~ Go die pls.....U hurt her , We let u die.

My 1st post in my life

Hey... new here, dont know wat to write... so i will juz go on and write some stuff about me and my queen... keke.... Well, i am feeling very happy with her.... Was feeling very bad cuz i did not treated her nicely when we're together at 1st... but luckily we manage to get over the old days.. and now we're finally together happily.... Haha... Well, as u all know.. i bring her back to my hometown and she was using my house laptop to update her latest post , so i will continue on from there... Hmm.... we realli did not do much at my home town cuz we do not realli have enuff time... we went to the saloon where my aunty , cousin , sis and mom make their hair... we both waited for them for about 5 hours... and i know its boring and its making her tiring.... so, i am feeling bad also >< bsides that she is also very curious about my family opinion towards her, so she would kept on asking me if my family likes her and how is she doing so far... keke and it seems that my family likes her alot, including my grandma my aunty and my uncles... (p/s my aunty kept giving me money and ask me to bring her out so that she wont be so bored ) we realli did not go anywhere but we did manage to round my home town beach for afew minutes... and during the nite... we played cards and when she feels sleepy.. i would stay by her side and pat her back to bed... and when she is asleep.. i would kiss her cheek and wish her good nite... the next morning i went out to have breakfast with my parents.. did not wan to wake her up cuz she is not used to having breakfast... and in the noon.. i help my aunty to do some shopping and she stayed at my home to online... we had our lunch at my home... chicken rice >< its not a decent meal... so i plan on bringing her to a good and decent meal the next time she follow me back... and soon... my aunty and her husband came to fetch us back to kl... she offers us a ride due to her husband situation... ( buying a mers ) and we went back to my college around 8 something.. which is juz nice.. bcuz my buddies are having their dinner at that time... and here i am now... in my room... keke, and so thats it for today... will be writing again soon... keke.... LAOPO BI !!!!! WO AI NI ~~~ mei yi my servant.... read that time dun laugh ah ~.~ and bi.... i realli love u.. and realli have a good time with u... mucks

*wink*

Well, im in the king house right now..using his house lappy and posting this blog..Im actualli very very tired. 5 hours bus. Kill me pls~ tq! im still feeling very tired right now .Nothing much to do here. Not so happening and free like when i at KL~ BUT ~ here got one things tht my house dont have . The warm of the family.. The connection of the family. i never have this type of feeling in my family. hmm....Our family is not tht close. I dont always talk w my family except my sis. So nice they can talk around like frens...I remembered tht when i was small..i asked my mom ~ why we cant talk like frens? why should we make it a gap between us.My mom answered me ..Im ur MOM..not ur frens. thats y i should act like the MOTHER. no wonder the king love his family so muchhhhhhhhh ~ He is happy ...aint? So do i

XOXO...

Not In Mood

yeap!Im not in mood right now.Still i stuck in this hell...alone inside my room. Where are u?Where are u when i need u? I keep thinking that, hw good izit if u r here right now.. U can take care of me..face everything w me ..at least let me know that i m not alone. I dont think u knw hw i feel.Im not in mood not in mood not in mood not in mood.

The naughty queen

Yesterday night..em.NO! should be this morning..4am in the morning!The queen was starving and wanted to has the mcd breakfast so much. so i online and fb-ing while waiting for 4am. He was gambling w shorty tht time. Finalli its 4am!! BUT no one want to call for the delivery for me. Nevermind (=.=) i phone myself ! The stupid operator.. zz i cant even hear wat he's talking bout..wee wang wang wee wang wang...i str8 off the call.. and said i DONT want to eat d .So i went to bed alone.The brainless queen is stupid enuf. cried for nothing. Well... just a breakfast .Yet i pek cek until cried. (-.-) argh!!! stupid me! So.. after a few mins,my bi walked in n asked me wats goin on..No1 will think of i will pek cek until cry like a baby ~ just because of a breakfast right? So my baby boy hug me tight and keep comfort me .yet i still continue cried and keep said i dont want to eat d . *nao gai nao gai* My caring bi asked me whether i want to have cup of milo.my fav!! That time onli i stop crying .alamak y i so childish 1~BUT.. still i have my mcd breakfast too. Cz chinyee help me to call.Thanks to my bi for hug me tight n there for me when i m moody when i cry. I knw u must be worry about ur grandma. No worries. Everything will be ok^^ God will bless. So i decide to back ktn w my bi to visit his grandma n his family (*.*) Im nice n friendly .. will try not to be so anti social. I love u ..and trying to love ur family too. Today we are not by each other's side.Do u miss me much?I'll be back to ur side asap.few more days! I'll be tough when u r not here.So not to worry about me ..U always worry me much ~ and treat me like a baby. Prepare everything for me ..Treat me like a baby treat me like a queen. Seriously miss u deeply.


xoxo

MyBabyBoy

Yes!!I move my blog AGAIN.why?because i dont want to let those ppl to read my blog anymore.i dont want the someone affect my relationship.Well..this blog is purposely for my dear King J.The king is abit f up about the someone..I jst finished my 3 weeks holidays and i still haven start my class yet. wat i did all the time~ was spending all my time w him *wink* We stick together for 10 days.So, the queen is going to shareeeeeee abit bout the progress of my relationship!! The last saturday was our 100 days anniversary! He remember this!!! Cool~ right?We went for many movies in this week. =="Z everything is just going so fine! I feel so hapiness and sweet. He changed alots for me ................................soooooooooooooo touch! he is so caring so caring so caring. why will a cute guy like him fall into the bitchy s? i have no idea.i still cant get an answer until now. arggggh.. i haven no words to decribe him. Im just toooooo sweeeet in love. *blink* Well.. the king is yawning and its time for bed! Good night world good night Shorti~ i knw u r readin!!! gotcha!


xoxo.